Sunday, November 19, 2006

ATTENTION!



As most of you probably don't know, It's my 19th Birthday on the 30th! This is also our last Woms Studs class together. SO after class I'm heading down to the Blackdog on Whyte ave and would love for everybody to join me there, for the "hey" of it. And to see you all wasted.
PS. I'll be handing out my mailing address for all of the birthday presents you got me that are too heavy to carry to school.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Mama Likey

As soon as another person addresses me as "you" I am instantly interpellated/hailed into an ideology, regardless of which one, I recognize myself as a subject. I got to thinking this weekend, not just about being called "you" but being called by one's name, often gendered, and what implications this name had for a person in thier life. I am a female and my name is Jordan. It's not too out there for a girl's name but is still considered prominently a boy's name. In junior high, I always got put in the boy's gym class, when I'd call a cab, the driver wouldn't believe that it was really for me, and one time I had a necklace with my name on it and apparently it was my boyfriends name I was wearing around my neck. I hated my name when I was little, it just didn't sound feminine, and it didn't have an 'A' at the end. Amand-a, Cassandr-a, Lis-a. When people heard my name, they used this gender ideology and came to the conclusion that i was a boy, therefore male. When on the otherhand, when people called me by my name, I was hailed into a female-girl ideology regardless of the gender attatched to my name. Contradiction. A crack. A fissure. A slippery space for subordinate action. I really like my name now, and I'm proud of my mama for wanting to name her kid Jordan no matter what the sex. Could a whole generation of unisex named babies start a revolution? Probably not, but I'd consider it a little bit more than just provisional.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Classy!


After the Women's Studies midterm aka final, I found myself slumped in a corner on the street with a ciggarette in my hand even though I apparently quit 6 weeks ago and ended up throwing up beer and sweet potatoe fries all night (shoutouts to Dr. Tapley for a powerful examination). At 5am, wiping chunks from my mouth, I asked myself, "Along with the aura, does the threat of castration also "shrivel" in the face of the mechanical reproduction of art?

In "Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema", Laura Mulvey builds on Freud's theory that woman represents a threat of castration to man, and places it in the cinema. She argues that to reduce the threat felt by the male viewer, a number of methods must be employed. Fragmentation slices up the parts of the female body so as to not represent it as a "whole" body that exists without a penis, the woman character is often seen as slowing down the plot and is either saved my the male protagonist or done away with, and finally, fetishistic scopophilia presents an objectified version of the female body that is percieved as being unhuman and unattainable, therefore merely a fetish and not a woman. All of these methods are used in film and can be seen all over advertisements and television. With all of these mediums provided by the mechanical reproduction of art, it is possible (and most likely imparative to the male ego considering the sheer number of available mass copies) to produce, reproduce, and manipulate them to reduce the threat of castration? I'm wondering, if when Benjamins so-called "aura" was still in tact, what methods, if any were used to do the same?

Benjamin describes historical works of art, paintings and sculptures, as having an aura. That is the art's "unique existence", it's time, space, and cult value in history. Is there something about a painting of a woman that can only be seen at a specific location at a specific time that bears less of or no threat to the male phallus? Surely, fragmentation and fetishistic scopophilia can easily appear in a work of art, aura in tact, but was there a need for it before the commodifiction of art? Perhaps the commodifaction of art itself could be added to the list of threat reductions if for example the increasing number of reproduced images of the female body became less of a threatening overload and more of a desensitizing saturation (think Baudrillard here). Either way, I have lots of questions and very few answers. Any art conniseurs our there willing to offer thier expertise?

Saturday, October 21, 2006



Althusser states that ideology has a material existence. That is that ideology cannot exist without the everyday practices dictated by the ideological state apparatus. Althusser also believes that existing dominant ideological state apparatuses can only be diminished if replaced with a new dominant ISA. For example, the education ISA is now what the church ISA was previous to the class struggles between the proletariet and bourgeois. Referencing Kipinis now, and her idea of the cracks and fissures that can be found in dominant ideology, I believe that our Feministeppin performances represent the materialization of our beliefs. And that practicing real material acts found under dominant ideology then reappropriating them under a Feminist ideology is the most productive and hopefully least provisional way to destroy and replace the current dominant ISA's.

Then again, theres that concern that what we now consider radical, subversive, and even underground will just be taken over and perverted by dominant ideology. Or what if our now radical beliefs become dominant ideology. Foucault states that power produces it's own resistance. Our Feministeppin performances were resisting the power of dominant ideology, but what happens if it becomes the dominant ideology we all love to hate? What type of groups will resist us? Sometimes I feel I rebell just for the sake of rebelling, just for the sake of going against the grain. If the beliefs we now see as being radical were actually a dominant ideology would we belive and participate in the dominant ideology, or would we find ourselves stickin with the minorities and fighting against the dominant discourse?

PS please let me know if there are any study groups happenin!

Friday, October 20, 2006

Feministeppin!

Videos of all the groups! Everyone did AMAZING!

The Steppin Cunts!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7s06zyDsAWY


Banana Splits!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-HZQHdjutc


The Awesome Interpellations!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfweKOPs7n0

The Shrivelling Auras!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dr1RmdVtn1w

I hope it's ok with all the groups that the videos are on the internet, let me know if it isn't and I'll take yours down asap.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Dear Mom,

How many times, in your lifetime, have you heard the phrase, "Knowledge is Power". Probably, like me, too many to count. After the Baudrillard reading this week, "The Illusion of the End", I'm beginning to ask, "In what dose?". Baudrillard suggests in his Acceleration/Deceleration theory that we are being bombarded by information and yet with all this knowledge, we have become increasingly apathetic. Significance requires reflection but the acceleration process makes this almost impossible. All the information and "simulacra" that bombard us everyday are moving at such a rate that image and reality are collapsed and simulated images become reality. Baudrillard calls this space a Hyper Reality where there is no original copy, everything is a simulation of reality. As all this information hits us, and we absorb it in our hyper reality, deceleration occurs. It is impossible for a human being to react to all the simulacra, or to feel that tactile shock everytime an image affects her or him. To counteract this attack, we withdraw, we become apathetic, we are neutralized.

I see the vast array of knowledge we are presented with as more of a false conciousness where we, the people, see this limitless supply of information all for the taking. With all of the information we have access to, we can't possibly think that anyone is hiding anything from us... right? Knowledge is no longer power when it is readily available on your front step each morning, nor is it power when millions of people hear it while they eat supper every night. I believe knowledge is only powerful when it's something we find out for ourselves, when we feel we have the responsibility to do something about it, because 500 million other people don't know yet.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

so leave me alone

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Beep


Hanging out at my locker before class, I reflect on the earlier events of the night...

While in line to buy beer at a show at Dinwoodie Lounge, here at the University, I apparently started dancing like a music video ho. All in good humour I'm sure. When all of a sudden from my left I hear "What a fucking dirty ho". Next thing I know I'm slapping this dude across the face and cursing at him. I wasn't really sure who said it, I wasn't really sure it was about me, but I turned around in the direction I heard it from and started assulting a random man. How does this fit in with this week's class? Well, I'm going to interpret this man's actions as a product of pop culture. Rap video's for example show girls dancing provocatively and are subsequently referred to as hos/bitches/whores. I'd like to examine the contradictions I see between how I reacted to his behaviour and how in some ways, I perpetuate it.

In our discussion regarding Bell Hook's piece "Postmodern Blackness", we started talking about popular rap music and how we react to it as feminists. I personally think of the music as tongue in cheek. I listen to rap music alot and think it's pretty funny for the most part, but then when I have the comments directed at me personally I get physical. So, how sweet is it of me to think it's funny when it's about "women" and semi far removed from myself, but then freak out when it's directed personally at me? One of the many contradictions I find within myself. We spoke of contradictions as well, and I think it's so odd how our culture is consumed with "finding ourselves". I think contradictions within us are actually quite positive because they allow for slipperiness, but I think the undecided can also produce a "docile body". We should not feel we need to make a decision about everything but take a stance when we need to.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Week Two



As I sit on this rock, Pilsner in hand, I ponder...

The more I learn about Marxist theories, the more the old man appeals to me. This week in the class readings, Betty White gives an overview of the Classical Marxist view on Ideology. Though, this is a basic concept of the reading, we all know how important the foundation of our knowledge is. So this week for my blog, I will put the theory in my own words and welcome my peers to comment on or correct me.

Marx sees "Ideology" as a type of False Conciousness. The ruling class produces Ideology as a normalized and historic mass culture. The opressed groups adopt the opressors Ideology as thier own and therefore end up actually participating in thier own opression. The opressed start acting out discourses like "working hard will get you ahead" and "poor people are lazy". We spoke in class about why the opressed groups are so eager to take on an opressive ideology but I wasn't really satisfied with anything we came up with. I guess this question really goes deeper than just in the context of Marxism, for example why do people believe anythingthey're told at all?

Sometimes I feel like all this stuff is just one big conspiracy theory. Like there are actually people in a room producing discourses just to take advantage of and fuck people up. All the opression and horrible things in the world seem so intentional, and they are to some point. But I think it's just a huge build-up of fuck-ups that people see working to thier benefit so they don't do anything to change it. And it just gets worse and worse. Things never work out by themselves, especially if you just leave them alone. That's another reason why I think feminism is so important. I'm just one little person, but i think that just me even disagreeing with something or someone is powerful in itself.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Vision

As I sit here in my backyard porch swing, Benson and Hedges Menthol Light 100 in my hand, "Honey, go back to bed, Mommy's busy", I ponder my vision for my blog...

My vision for this blog is to create a public space that is a constant work of progress. A space where I have permission to explore ideas and thoughts without having to hand in a "final draft". A space where I can take advantage of the ambiguity the internet offers, and safely explore unfamiliar territory. As a Feminist, I am inclined to immediately reject the idea of working within the system. Through participating in a blog community, I hope to see the power of finding points of resistance within the system of the internet and discover the impact that this type of Feminist collective action can have. Jacqueline Rhodes in "Substantive and Feminist Girlie Action":Women Online speaks of "writing within the discourses that shape us". I can see the most potential for a powerful impact within a blog community that is understanding, sharing, and most importantly safe for it's users to express her/himself.

My blog is feminist because it refuses to define itself. Will you know that just by looking at it? Probably not. Anyone can look at my page and deem it feminist or any other label or not at all. But I'm the one behind the computer and I'm alot more than just what I'm writing. At times my blogs will do me justice and at times they won't but I have a vision for my blog and I will write it as I see fit goddamnit!


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Jordan